I have come a long way since my breakdown in August. I have gone from agoraphobic and suffering regularly from massive panic attacks to functioning again. Now I am not as tired. I am not as overwhelmed or tortured by my thoughts.

In short, I am not as miserable.

As I have emerged from the darkness, the clarity in my head has improved dramatically. As a result, I have developed renewed interest in organizing and improving my life. Some major aspects of this goal include finances, keeping house, and my business.

Little by little, it is all improving. Some days I feel like I am drowning beneath everything I have to do and will never break through. Other days I surface and see how far I have come.

My only goal right now is to get to a starting point. With my finances. With my house. With my business.

I know I can do it. I am getting so close.

So. Close. Indeed.