Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Day 64 on Lexapro.

Day 42 on Lamictal.

posted several days later…

At this time in my life, many changes are being made. Over the past two months, my mind has gotten clearer. My energy has returned. Everything has become easier.

As the complexity of daily chores has disintegrated, I am left with the opportunity to devote my time and energy to bigger, more satisfying projects.

And these projects don’t stop running through my head. There are so many things I want to do – so many things I know I can do. All of a sudden, my life is exciting and fulfilling again.

My focus is now devoted to planning and organizing and simplifying, so I can make these things happen without getting overwhelmed.

Lists are being made. Dreams are being dreamt. Tasks are getting accomplished.

One bye one, side by side, careful steps tread one in front of the other.

For the first time in a long time, things are getting done.

And for the first time, maybe ever, things are making sense.

This is a time when I cannot wait to see what will happen next.