Sunday, October 19, 2008

Day 69 on Lexapro.

Day 47 on Lamictal.

posted a few days later…

I still have not returned to church. At this point, I am not sure why.

In my head I have come up with several very impressive reasons, none of which I can recognize as valid.

The hesitancy regarding this matter confuses me.

A big part of me thinks that I am more than ready to go back…

…and another part of me thinks that I’m not.

Quite yet.

I am guessing, though, that it will not be long before I return.

I know that when I do, it will be one of the last significant steps in returning to a pre-breakdown level of normalcy.

But I’m not sure I’m ready for that, either.